Running Away

I have been teasing her that she is always running away when someone is available and shows even the slightest hint of interest.

And when she started teasing me the same thing recently, I came up with all kinds of reasons, though deep down I knew these reasons were not true. I search within to find the answer why I wanted to give up, and I cannot find any.

Perhaps I am tired, perhaps I am unwilling to wait, or perhaps I just want to know the results immediately.

However, it is this thought that scares me most, perhaps I do not believe in it any more.