I was thinking today that it has been sometime since I last went for a holiday. And then I thought about the whole holiday process.
I need a holiday because I am tired at work. So I stressed over when I can apply for leave. After applying for leave, I rushed like crazy to finish my work before my leave. Then I go for holiday, and I am happy.
Till I come back from holiday to find the amount of work waiting for me. I then wonder when is my next holiday.
I mean why do I even need a holiday? Is it because I don’t like what I am doing and thus I need a break? If I enjoy what I am doing, would I ever need a holiday? I doubt so.
Why then am I stuck doing something that I do not enjoy doing and wondering when is my next holiday?