The project has been delayed, again and again. This waiting is really the enthusiasm in me. I hope when it finally starts, I still have the energy required.
Things seem to be aimless now. Like a boat with the motor dead, I am just allowing the sea currents to carry the boat.I do not know which direction to sail the boat towards. There is no motivation even to find any direction.
Unmotivated. Directionless. Aimless.